Often times we cannot make sense of why we are going through something. Just remember, God’s not done with you. It’s really difficult to let go of trying to control the outcome.
In our weakest moments God does his strongest work...there is strength in the struggle, pain in the process and only through the hurt can we heal.
It is like therapy or rehab after a surgery, coming back off an injury, training for a marathon, healing from a loss. We have to experience the struggle, we must go through the hurt and the pain to come out on the other side. Sunshine always comes after the rain.
Remember, God’s not done writing your story so stop trying to steal the pen.